6th July our Patric's 17th birthday. Patric we are empty and very lost without you. Trainers, Converse and shoes all in a line along your wall, comic, super hero and football socks in order in your drawer. Your huge collection of favourite football shirts hung up next to your hoodies and t-shirts - everything in place Patric. Posters around your walls, chosen over years and each one special to you. PS4 games stacked in order, favourite photographs you placed all around your room so you could see them easily if you were in bed. We know just how much you loved your room and all the stuff you had in there, everything was special to you. Our hearts are broken Patric we want you here. We miss your chats, your football debates, your fantastic humour and constant laughter, your huge loving hugs given freely and all the time. We are trying very hard Patric to carry on because we know that is what you would want, please forgive us for the many times we just can't keep going. We think about you all the time from morning when we wake to when we eventually fall asleep. Everything we do or say brings a thought of you, we start to laugh at something you would find funny then we start to cry too. No word or words could ever come close to describing just how much we love and miss you Patric. We love you, our beautiful, courageous, precious son and little brother to our Rhy. In our thoughts and with us always Patric xxxx